I'd Rather...

I've always wished for soothing.

I've always  wished for peace.

Some just don't deserve it.

Some efforts go in vain.

Patience and obedience.

Some lack in their vein.

I've tried to make one better.

I've tried to make one straight.

So tired to further go on.

So tired of all the faults.

I'd rather stay lonely.

Than rather in this pain.